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I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Walking on air

Lovina lestari here!
i live, love, sing, eat, breathe. and always a child in awe of you.
Psalm 27:13-14
13 I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. 14 Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

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Posted on: Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Posted at: 9:37 PM

*SINGS*

I love this family of God

so closely knitted into one

you welcome me into your heart

and i just want to be a part

of this great family!

God, thank you for bringing me in to your family!

CNY reunion photos cant be uploaded by the time being.. :( no idea why, so hang on ah~ hees..

Posted on: Sunday, February 25, 2007
Posted at: 9:23 PM

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." -Jeremiah 33:3

time to slow down and listen. more than just doing things with my own strength and mind. i know this needs discipline.haha) But it's all worth it.

*LOOK UP! :D

Posted on: Friday, February 23, 2007
Posted at: 10:00 PM

Oh yayy! finally i can blog again.. hahaa. Been trying to sign-in but cannot. hmms, don't know why. But hey! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! :DD
yepp, i know this is kinda late.. but hope ya had a great time with ya family..collecting ang paus n stuffs. lols. XD
The first few days of my CNY was fine.hohoho.. with my relatives in Jakarta.i only have my family & friends here.yepp. It was cool when my Dad brought us to some Asian Civilisation Museum in Clarke Quay.hehes.. x) the next few days, there's a lot of eating n eating~

Gaaahh.. actually i had a lot of thoughts which i wanna pen it down in my blog.but kinda forgot abt it already. lol. next time! hees.. have a great weekend everyone! :D

*listening to LISTEN - Beyonce.

Posted on: Thursday, February 15, 2007
Posted at: 10:09 PM

wheee.. i was having my own intimate time of worhsip with God this morning. :) all i have was my guitar, *with the first string gone*, song chords, and my voice-which is bad and LOWWW.

anyways. it's rarely that i really worship alone in my room.. and now, i really want to make it an enjoyable thing that i will look forward to everyday! haa.. just nice dwelling in God's presence, looking out the window of my room..see the blue sky with clouds, and trees. haha! how cool.. :))

And this is a new song to Him~
take me as i am.. all my fears and failures i give it up to You.
You reigns.
take me as i am.. all my pain and sickness, because You heal.
take me as i am.. all my life, for i am imperfect.
take me as i am.. i can't do it alone, Your grace is made sufficient for me.
for Your power is made perfect in weaknesses.
take me as i am.. my circle of people that You entrusted me to.
for You holds my future.
take me as i am.. give me the strength to carry on.

*GOD HE REIGNS! :D
i'm weak. You're strong. take the lead. and show me the place where i can go and meet You..
-hope this encouraged you! x)

Posted on: Saturday, February 10, 2007
Posted at: 11:37 PM

kinda dislike when comes to comparing results.. lol. face that, lestari! hehe. Seriously i think i can do better.. ah well.. and i am not comforting myself when i said that "oh, it's God's plan and i shall take it.." or when i say "ahh.. it's ok lah, i improve already lor.." you know.
NOW.. gotta choose the courses! -.- which one..? i don know! :X

*LOOK UP TO THE FATHER, ALWAYS! :DD

Posted on: Friday, February 09, 2007
Posted at: 11:59 PM

I really thought i would have a sleepless night or a nightmare that time before i get back my O levels result. haha. But i rest well. in the moring when i woke up then i realised i gotta wear chai chee uniform once and for the last time? lol. again.. haha.

i actually said to my mum that i don't know how to tuck in my shirt le. hmms.

anyway,i'm all ready to receive the results.. prepared for the best or the worst..it doesn't matter. but my spirit was just like, "Dear God, i did my part and i leave it all to you! you are in control! and i have faith that your plan is always the best!."
Hehe. Joy actually called me the previous night..saying that i would not do as well, but with the kind of results that i'll be able to receive and be contented. hmm. it's true! LOL. - i can only go to Poly with 19 points. yah.. i'm so open to tell others now. but haaa.. the anxiety are all gone!

yah.. all those R1 or R5 may not seem to be the best of the best results. but perhaps.. what i have done in the past had put a smile in my Daddy's face already. :) yeah, i concluded also that.. diligence is needed! understanding the subject! haha.pray and put first His Kingdom! yeap.. and the most assuring one is that everything happens for a reason (thanks Joy for reminding that!) and God's plan is always the best yeah!

whee.. okayy. congratulations for all geniuses & scorers & O levels GRADS! lol. all claps to ya! hehe. ;)

yep. and to my dearest sheep: DIANE!! i love you! may the presence of the Lord be so real in you and guide you in every day of your life in Melbourne! you go girl! :DD

*IT'S A NEW BEGINNING. :)

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Posted at: 12:35 AM

haha. i realised many people are wishing me good luck for the O level results tmr. hehe. and i shall say it too: GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O LEVEL RESULTS!!! =D

gaah.. i really don know how it will turn out you know.(haaa.. felt so pressurising lah..)
But it reminds me that i'm living for the audience of One!- if whatever that i've done and gave pleases him, i'm totally satisfied. Yes Lord! :D this's really a joyful and contented saying~
and let's all receive the results with a good spirit.. no matter what it is, sure it's in His plan already right.. and it's the best.

yeah, whatever the results too.. just look back at the process! on how you went through the O levels! gaah.. it's like a war, but God was holding my hands all along.soo touched! ;D
and.. he still love & cares. yupp.

*JESUS, take the wheel--
(can listen to it in my jukebox.)

Posted on: Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Posted at: 11:58 PM

Gaaahh.. i gotta be more confident and decisive!! yeh, leaders gotta make a change in the group; a positive one! guess there's really so much to learn and make..

Oh Lord, may you guide me in making every single step.. take my hand and off will be my journey with you~ i know you love and care.

:))

Posted on: Monday, February 05, 2007
Posted at: 10:56 PM

Finally i'm done and over with the Anti-Bully bannetr thingy! :D i'm not sure wheat people may say or whether the styrofoam thingy drop down or what.. but i've learnt that things must not be done in the last minute! gaaahh.. i hate it too.. but i don know leh, sometimes i just cant bring myself to work faster! haha.that's whyy-please hurry or push me ok! ;)

Well, went out with my mum to Bugis today.and i think for the first..in a very long time, i felt tired n sleepy while shopping. grr.. After all the long holidays, i've been sleeping at 3am for 2 consecutive days! i think it's ok leh! and thus it means that my body is not fit now! -.- exercise!!

and!i'm getting more blur each day! been missing buses these few days.. and almost missed my stop too! been not focus on things that i'm doing i guess.. and i hate it when i'm not focus. cuz i may miss certain things that God wants to do through me. - yehh, wake up & be FOCUS!!

looking forward for more exciting happenings this week! Of course, the O level results will be released on thw 9th of February, Friday! time-2.30pm. according to someone. -.-
that's all man.. have a great week!

*Shepherd, i'll miss you!! &have a fruitful time in JB!! :DD

listening to - HOW I LOVE YOU by Planet Shakers.

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Posted at: 12:28 AM

Had Clm led by PS David today! :) i simply love all his sharings! it's all jaw-dropping.. haha. -claps- AND the worship.. awww.. refereshing man! gaaaahhh.. had alot of things on my mind now. hmm hmm..

Help me pray for the flood in Jakarta!! hurhur.. my house area was flooded!! gah, actually i'm not too sure whether it rained heavily or not.. but i;m just afraid that those filthy waters wil affect my family there you know..
yep. show you some pictures which was taken by my uncle there. (he have the guts to take photo summore.. lol.)

^at the main road.

^my house is further down the road.

yeap, don want to show all the picts as they are just like that-water everywhere. haha. but hey, think i have never been caught in such conditions.. whee, a blessing yeah!
And that's why i felt Singapore is sooooo.... blessed! :DD

Right now!
Feeling - sian of doing banner for the school.
- sleepy. ;)
Listening to - sound of the mrt trains that pass by my house. XD

*Next week.. IT'S A NEW DAY! :))

Posted on: Saturday, February 03, 2007
Posted at: 1:13 PM

Today(3rd Feb 07, saturday) we had the second part of Ex3! -Express! yay! :)
hahas. i do believe everyone enjoyed..but hhhaaaaaaiiiiiii....... i don't know how much people need to prove that God is the way, for those who said no. ahh well.. pray!

Yeah. went to Diane's party today. i love the place! it's like an open space above the suntec tower. with the wind and great company of friends!nothing beats that.. yah. -haha, but Diane..you haven't sing a song! LOL-
and i would say God sent an angel down to me.. as a form of human being to identify and encourage me! :D sooo coooolll! cant believe it's chenglee right~ yay..

Alright.. some time next week the O levels results will be released.. hehehe. God, i gave it all up to You!! :)) and next week is the time to change! plan & pray.. and work?lol. ( -.- banner. )

*I'VE GOT A COOL GOD!! :DD

Posted on: Thursday, February 01, 2007
Posted at: 7:14 PM

Jesus, i will live for You
in everything i do
i'm holding onto you
always, always and forever

and when my world is falling down
in You i will be found
i'm staying in Your arms today
always, always and forever

yeap. did went bak to chai chee sec again to do up a banner.. well, not that sian. XD cuz had fun crapping with the juniors! hehe..

okayy. i had a time frame to let my emotions out today.. hmm, indeed God works in mysterious but still, the wonderful n best way. and you know the word trust and faith.. it seems so common and simple, but yet powerful? i think so..

when will we see victories in life? when will those promises come to pass? when will lives be changed for eternity? when will people see the purpose in life?
-all boils down to the 2? i think so..

ahh well, it feels good just expressing myself right now. yeap. let's move on! and keep on keeping on! -sings, God will make a way when there seems to be no way-
haha,let's don't push ourselves too much; just your best it will do. :)

*I'M OK; I STILL LOVE YOU. :))